Skipped Spring again?

It has sure felt like it these past few days. The heat has come on fast and hard! From nice mild temperatures for about a week to 90 degrees yesterday. Today will be nearly the same, it is already 80 at 10:15 a.m. Central Standard time. The Easter egg hunt should go well this year. It is always a turkey shoot every year to see what the weather will do. The past few have been miserable with the hunts being taken inside so the little kids won't freeze to death, nor the adults helping. I just drove outside to do some errands and returned and in that time the temp. went up 4 degrees. That was in about 25 minutes time. I am not complaining. The Thunderstorms and Tornados stayed away from here last night, for that I am very very thankful. There seem to be more and more of those types of storms recently. The one last November is the strangest one I have seen. They seem to keep getting closer and closer. It hit Stratford and the town where Jesse's boyfriend stayed. Dang, will have to put the name of it in, won't come to me now. I was feeling the need to vent, so came here intending to do that. I have been trying to keep these writings in a positive note. That will mean that I have to stay in a positive mode to write here. Thus, no venting. I will just let it go for now. Later I will deal with it. It took everything I have to keep from eating my anger. I promised I will not do that anymore. I am worth more than that. The thing is, I was truly hungry. So, I reached for a whole wheat bran muffin with some no fat cream cheese when I truly wanted about a dozen donuts. Eat myself to happiness....what a concept. Except it won't work and I finally realize that. I am worthy of so much more. I don't deserve to use my body as a scapegoat for pain avoidance anymore. Spring was nice, wasn't it? Too bad it only lasted about 2 weeks....lol. The grass is greening, the flowers are blooming, the birds are singing. The wind is blowing. I don't think we have had one calm day yet this spring. The rivers are full also, so that means we have been getting lots of rain. I was worried about a drout, but we have avoided that for the time being at least. Going back and reading these stories is always good for me. I am so glad that I have been writing again. It helps my mood. I walked 4 days this past week, 5 if you count last Saturday. I feel so good when I do that. I have to go early now because of the heat and the chance of sun burn. I always lather with sunscreen, but you cannot always depend on that either. I did not have a true theme for today, just wanted to write for the process again. Lacey and Hunter will be here soon. Then Scott is coming later on. I need to run the vacumn before they get here, so should end this now and go do that. I was away most of the day yesterday. I had weight watchers in the morning, then another appointment at 3:00, so that pretty much did the day in. I got in for my Heart Dr. appt. about 40 minues early, so was heading home and got here shortly after 4 pm. Ok, time to go vacumn and finish up the dirty dishes. More next time, have a Good Easter this Sunday! Don't Eat too many Chocolate Bunnies or Eggs, Hugs Katie